So, I was in an abusive relationship. I've literally wanted nothing more than to be dead for months on end. The worst part is it's with someone I'm legitimately in love with. I've practically thrown my life away for them and spend thousands. We don't hook up. She lies to me and goes and hooks up with other guys. Every time I bring up the issue, will you date and be exclusive with me or should we just be friends it turns into me getting told I'm the cruelest human alive and me telling her okay, never talk to me again. She always says okay but than is back within a week. She has never once been able to think of one time I've ever done anything to upset her, hurt her, or done anything not in her best interest. One of the guys she hooks up with behind my back is legitimately psycho and has hit her and had sent be violent threats as well as told me how I'd never get with her. So, since I have tried to leave her and she always comes back this time I crossed the line. I did something that I knew would make her hate me so she wouldn't keep coming back. Some guy she talked to, and "loved," in high school died in an accident. Soon after she went to hooking up with someone else. But anyways, she had a status about how much it hurts on the day he died every month, the 24th. I just commented on this facebook status, "get a room." I had to do something this much crossing the line to get her to not talk to me again so that I could have my soul back. Now of course, I'm the bad guy because she's a pity machine. Did I really do the wrong thing and am I the bad guy in this situation? I truly did cross the line but only after six months of literally being treated worse than anything within reason. She was vulgarly mean to me, excepted to be waited on hand and foot, when I told her to just let me live my life she wouldn't knowing I'd let her back in because of my love, she hooked up with other guys but not me, appreciated nothing, and would post cruel public things.